Abegail Elizabeth

exploring labor, feminism and sobriety through writing and art

  • Resist the Beginnings (and consider the end)

    Resist the Beginnings (and consider the end)

    In the spring of 2004, the same year in which both of my sisters would give birth to their first children, I had an abortion. Precisely two decades…

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  • St. Thomas 2005

    St. Thomas 2005

    The Caribbean island of St. Thomas undulated in the heat as I stood in the emergency room of the Roy Lester Schneider Hospital, my hands stained the burnt…

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  • That is a Sign

    That is a Sign

    The Thursday I chose to go to my first AA meeting was one of those luscious spring evenings, with riots of green grass and a falling twilight of…

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  • Acceptance

    Acceptance

    I didn’t come to the realization that I would give up drugs and alcohol all in one flash of illumination. When looking back over journal entries and writings…

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  • Devoured

    Devoured

    I consume more than I create.   It’s hard not to, honestly. I anxiously devour TikTok, my finger swiping upwards; equally compelled by heartbreaking videos of parents mourning…

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